She was starting to remember.
He
stood across the small room, keeping as much distance between them as possible.
There was more, he knew. More than what she was telling him. Something else had
happened in the shadows of her dreams. She’d remembered more than just the fire
that killed her parents.
Now
she sat cross-legged on the dinky hotel bed, hunched over the journal open
against the tacky floral comforter. Her hair hung in a long, dark curtain,
concealing her eyes.
“Some doors shouldn’t be opened,” he pointed
out.
Slowly,
she looked up. “That’s not what you said before. You said opening them was the only
way to see what was inside.”
Four
months. Four months had passed since he’d last seen her in the hall of the
abandoned morgue. He’d tried to scrub the memory from his mind, but the memory
of the knife to her throat, the silent pleading in the way she’d looked at him,
haunted him. There was so much he wanted to say, not a word of it she was ready
to hear.
Different.
That was all he could think. She was not the same girl he’d kissed last fall.
Her hair was still long and thick and wavy, her eyes still dark and like
almonds. But there was a new confidence to her, a new curiosity.
It
was the curiosity that worried him, and the confidence that made it almost
impossible to look away.
“The
past is different,” he made himself say, even though he knew she wasn’t going
to stop. Not now. She’d learned, seen too much. She wasn’t going to stop until
she knew everything. “We close doors for a reason.”
Watching
him, she slid the hair back from her face, revealing the faint bruise forming at
her temple. “What reason?”
“To
protec—”
“Don’t.”
Eyes flashing, she scrambled from the bed and started toward him—but the
movement was too fast, and the lingering effects of the sedative hit her first.
She swayed, stopping abruptly to balance herself—
He
was across the room in a heartbeat, reaching for her, taking her shoulders in
his hands.
Her
chin came up. Her hair fell back. “Don’t
say protect.”
Two
minutes. If he’d been two minutes further
behind her on the road, she would have been gone. The memory of coming around
the corner to see her strewn death-still
on the side of the canal, with her clothes wet and her hair tangled out around
her, burned through him. So did the memory of the guy with the
syringe, and the knowledge of what he’d had in store for her.
“It’s
not a bad word,” he muttered with a calm he didn’t come close to feeling.
She looked away,
the wobble she tried to hide telling him that the room still spun.
Two
minutes sooner, and the guy would never have gotten to her.
“Careful,”
he said, supporting her. With his free hand, he eased the hair from the side of
her face, wincing again at the bruise. “Just breathe for me.”
So much
glittered in her eyes, a confusion and vulnerability he knew she hated, and
something else, something he wouldn’t let himself name. She was trying so hard
to put on a brave, tough front, to pretend her world wasn’t blowing up in her
face. But he knew. He could tell.
“What’s
happening?” she whispered.
Disconnecting
himself from the moment, he helped her back to the bed. “You’re exhausted.”
She
swayed again, sitting on the edge of the mattress with her hands braced on
either side of her. “Maybe I should see a doctor.”
Closing
his eyes, he slid his hands to her wrists and silently took her pulses. “You
don’t need a doctor.” He’d seen enough shock to recognize the symptoms, and God
knew she’d had more than her fair share in the past eight hours. First the
accident, then the portrait.
It
wasn’t every day you learned a complete stranger had been painting pictures of
you, suspended somewhere between dreaming and dying, for years.
“Is
that the Navajo in you talking?”
He
stilled.
“Your
dad told me,” she said, answering the question he hadn’t asked.
Absorbing
that, he lifted his hands back to her face, gently inspecting the ugly swelling
at her temple.
“It’s
not your body I’m worried about,” he muttered.
This
time she was the one who stilled, all except for the rapid flutter of the pulse
point beneath his fingertips. It seemed like forever but was probably only a
second or two before she lifted her eyes to his, revealing the dilation of her
pupils, as if someone had slipped her another sedative.
“You wouldn’t
do that to me, would you?” she asked quietly.
He tensed,
realizing he needed to be more careful. “Sh-h-h…
” Gently he skimmed a slow circle against her temple. “Quit fighting.”
Her shoulders
rose, fell, the slow, rhythmic motion that of
sleeping pushing closer.
“Or maybe you
would,” she murmured. “It’s not like I
really know anything about you.”
He went down on
a knee, trying not to see her as she’d been in the portrait, trapped by a wall
of watery glass. “What do you want to know?” he asked.
Her eyes,
heavier now, lingered on his as the faintest smile played wither her mouth. “How
old are you?”
“Eighteen.”
“Did you
graduate?”
“G.E.D.”
“College?”
“Not right
now.”
She blinked
once, twice. “What do you mean…not now?”
“I had to drop
out.”
“Why?” she
pressed.
Gently,
he eased her down to the pillow. “Because I had to.”
“That’s
not an answer,” she murmured as, despite how hard she fought, she finally
started to drift.
“Because
someone needed me,” he added, but her eyes were already closed.
#
She was restless.
Sprawled
in the cramped little wing chair with his legs stretched in front of him, he
listened to her move around the hotel room but did not open his eyes. He kept
his breath rhythmic, his ankles crossed. Curled around the gun, he kept his
hand slack.
She
got out of bed. She walked toward him. She stood there a moment, so close he
could feel her. Watching him, he knew, but didn’t let himself move.
Two
minutes later, the door opened, closed.
Springing
to his feet, he crossed to the curtains he’d closed after tucking her in bed.
He parted them enough to see her through the flash of the neon sign, walking
along the empty sidewalk toward the front office.
A
quick scan revealed the parking lot mostly empty. No lights glowed from the
other rooms. Beyond the concrete, massive oaks stood like a shadowy wall, while
toward the front, Main Street stood deserted.
At
the vending machines she stopped and turned, the flash of the Vacancy sign
revealing the phone in her hands, and the regret in her eyes. She stood that
way a long moment, staring down at the device.
The
memory of her tense call with her boyfriend a few hours before played all over
again.
No
wonder she wanted to be alone.
A
few minutes later she slid the phone back in her pocket and turned, not toward
the hotel room, but the street. And before he even had the door open, he knew
where she was going.
Silently,
he followed, not to stop her, but to make sure the guy from before didn’t,
either.
At
the street with all of its sleepy, old-fashioned storefronts, he stood
watching, making sure no one else was around. He’d been to Belle Terre a few
times before, when he was a kid with his father. He wasn’t sure why his dad
didn’t want Trinity there, but he knew her well enough to know if she didn’t
get the answers she was seeking, she would only find a way to come back, and
next time he might not be with her. He couldn’t force her back into hiding,
into the unknowing, anymore than he could stop the sun from rising.
In
front of the white chapel that housed the gallery, she turned—and he picked up
his pace. He wasn’t sure why, he just didn’t like not being able to see her. He
walked faster, faster, until he was running.
But
when he reached the gallery, no one was there.
On
a hard slam of his heart he lunged up to the huge gothic door and yanked, but
nothing happened. Pivoting he vaulted down the steps to the far side—
A
shadow slipped into the woods.
Yanking
the gun from his waistband, he was halfway to the trees when a hiss from
somewhere behind him made him stop. He pivoted—and saw the flames consuming the
old white building. And from one breath to the next, he knew.
She was inside.
“Trinity!” On a
dead run, he sprinted to the door, kicked it open, and ran inside.
I've never heard of this series, but my my my, I'm intrigued now :) Gonna have to add it to my TBR list!!!
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Hi, Magen! Thanks for your comment! I had tons of fun with this series, as the main character Trinity explores her psychic abilities--and Dylan :) Let me know if you'd like me to send a signed bookmark or some book charms. You can message me through Facebook or ellie@elliejames.com
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I really liked the first book. I need to read the second one still. Great post hon!
ReplyDeleteHi Amy...thank you! I'm so glad you enjoyed Shattered Dreams! The story really takes off from there, with lots of action in book 2, Broken Illusions, and huge emotional payoffs in book 3, Fragile Darkness. If you'd like a signed bookmark or some book charms, drop me a note via Facebook or ellie@elliejames.net!
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I just started to read The Midnight Dragonfly Series and I am enjoying it very much. I can't wait to read more.
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